The Fraud

There is a beautiful boyIn my dmWho constantly asksAbout my writing.”You write so beautifully.Your way with words is therapeuticAnd it soothes my heart”,He says.I leave him on read.Every time.You see,I think he got the wrong personI do not writeI do not write beautiful wordsOr ugly wordsI have not written a word in these blank pages…… Continue reading The Fraud

Stone Cold

The past days have been hell for you,I know this because I prepared the fire,Served it while it was blazing hot,And when the fire was about dying out,I added some more coal.Insomnia must have creeped through your walls,With all the doses that kept you up at night.Cold and bitter to swallow,Venom filled words spewed without…… Continue reading Stone Cold

If

If it gets a little easier why does it seem to take forever? If I get a little stronger why does it feel like I’m getting weaker? If it gets a little better why does it only seem to get worse? Desolate and heartbroken, Words that seem to fit very well in my vocabulary, Words…… Continue reading If

Deep Cut

Deep cuts and slightly bloody sores, that sounds gory doesn’t it? that’s how your companionship feels like sometimes, slightly head-turning, very aggressive, possibly abusive, choosing to look on the bright side might be concerning, for you, for well…obvious reasons, but it isn’t always you, trust me, i am equally to blame, slide me a chaser…… Continue reading Deep Cut

MISERY

if it fuels my delusion, then it’s probably not good for me, if it leaves my mind wired and craving for it, then it’s best I let it go, if it keeps my strapped to my mental armchair, then it’s probably for the best that I leave, if it leaves me stuck and confused then…… Continue reading MISERY

Mars

Take me to Mars Out of earths confinement Where the rules are not definedOn earth, I would have kept my head above the watersUp in Mars, it is all up to gravityNo weights and baggages Take me to MarsNo stops, no bumpsJust vacuum that can consume all worriesI can’t wait to fly Not as free…… Continue reading Mars