The past days have been hell for you,I know this because I prepared the fire,Served it while it was blazing hot,And when the fire was about dying out,I added some more coal.Insomnia must have creeped through your walls,With all the doses that kept you up at night.Cold and bitter to swallow,Venom filled words spewed without…… Continue reading Stone Cold
If
If it gets a little easier why does it seem to take forever? If I get a little stronger why does it feel like I’m getting weaker? If it gets a little better why does it only seem to get worse? Desolate and heartbroken, Words that seem to fit very well in my vocabulary, Words…… Continue reading If
Birdie
Without a care in the world, I make my nest Not burdened by the luxuries and expectations of this world,But trusting in the provision of the keeper,That the sun will not set without a meal in my belly,A worm I will catch,A nectar I will suck, The stream will not run dry.At sunrise, the sounds…… Continue reading Birdie
A New Chapter
when you run your fingers along the first few pages of a new book, where the protagonist is still a perfect stranger, and their name is just a core unrelated memory, suddenly you dive in… all rights reserved, dedication page, prologue, …chapter one, then you find yourself skipping to the middle pages, it feels like…… Continue reading A New Chapter
Silver Lining
It isn’t always black or white. Life is a bundle of lessons, released in bits and pieces. You mostly are not ready for this. Just when you think you’ve got a hang of this thing called life, You are thrown off balance. Life isn’t always black or white, You’d have some grey, And that is…… Continue reading Silver Lining
Deep Cut
Deep cuts and slightly bloody sores, that sounds gory doesn’t it? that’s how your companionship feels like sometimes, slightly head-turning, very aggressive, possibly abusive, choosing to look on the bright side might be concerning, for you, for well…obvious reasons, but it isn’t always you, trust me, i am equally to blame, slide me a chaser…… Continue reading Deep Cut
MISERY
if it fuels my delusion, then it’s probably not good for me, if it leaves my mind wired and craving for it, then it’s best I let it go, if it keeps my strapped to my mental armchair, then it’s probably for the best that I leave, if it leaves me stuck and confused then…… Continue reading MISERY
Mars
Take me to Mars Out of earths confinement Where the rules are not definedOn earth, I would have kept my head above the watersUp in Mars, it is all up to gravityNo weights and baggages Take me to MarsNo stops, no bumpsJust vacuum that can consume all worriesI can’t wait to fly Not as free…… Continue reading Mars
through your eyes
there’s no telling with you, one moment you’re perfectly fine and cutting up, the next moment everything is a tumbling mess, there’s no telling with you, sometimes i would like to look through your eyes, just to see what it’s like, what’s running through your mind, since you will not talk, i’m not a “speak…… Continue reading through your eyes
butterfly
and when you spread your wings to fly, fluttering, remember to say your lines, your affirmations are valid, remember to dry your eyes, but cry if you have to, scream, your silence is strength nevertheless, so when you spread your wings and fly, remember these words…and never forget them Nessa 🖤
