butterfly

and when you spread your wings to fly, fluttering, remember to say your lines, your affirmations are valid, remember to dry your eyes, but cry if you have to, scream, your silence is strength nevertheless, so when you spread your wings and fly, remember these words…and never forget them Nessa 🖤

The Girl From Mars

because she’s ethereal, absolutely endearing, but she carries a painful memory inside her, and in her own words…”turning the faucet on an open woundand it was just like that,a back-against-the-wall kind of feeling,no time for goodbyes,feelings of estrangement buried deep in lies,for a moment we crave peace,and then forget that trauma fuels our delusion,our delusion…… Continue reading The Girl From Mars

STALE

and suddenly you realize I’m not as interesting as you thought i was, not nearly as mysterious, I crinkle my nose and furrow my brows in annoyance and keep silent, and you’re not nearly as curious, I’m not pretty anymore, i’m not sophisticated anymore, i beg for attention, i beg for affection, i’m not adorable…… Continue reading STALE

HIGHER

Strength from above Flows from within Keeper, keep usHealer, heal usSavior, save us, from all evil and from ourselves.Save us from our self destructive thoughts,From our perverse ways,From when we set ourselves up for destruction.Comforter,Oh thou restorer,Restore our peace,Restore our sanity,Restore that which we lost.Be our comfort,Be our guide,Be our help as you have in…… Continue reading HIGHER

POSTBOX TALES

It’s June 22nd, and as the familiar chirping of the birds ring out, I find that there’s still no letter in my mailbox. I bang my head lightly against the wall. A deadly mix of impatience and frustration envelops me and I begin to break into a sweat. Pause. Did he forget? No. He couldn’t…… Continue reading POSTBOX TALES

Mother Nature 🌬️

Mother Nature 🌬️calls out to me,softly,sweetly,suddenly my heart starts to beat faster,suddenly the words are not so sweet anymore,they’re harsh,they’re painful,exhilarating,i’m honestly lost in thought,the chaos doesn’t help,the voices don’t help,i’m searching,i’m wandering,seeing if anyone can help me,anything, anyone where did I go wrong? Nessa 🖤